Connected

My favourite way to create is to go about it blindly.

I never know what I'm doing.

I describe it as giving in and going with the flow

and watching what unfolds.

It always feels like a part of me deep inside 

is being acknowledged and given a voice.

The process grounds me.

This image was created in my art journal.

I started with a layer of gesso to give texture to my papper

and to build it up so I could add layers to it without it dissolving.

I then added torn pieces of paper from books and magazines.

I simply chose the pages and images that stood out to me

and tore them out and glued them down where they

seemed to want to be placed.

The key for me is not to think about it at all and I find my

mind is quiet and not criticizing.

I chose paint colours that jumped out at me 

and kept adding layers.

I then left the image for a few hours.  

Once I came back, a face quickly jumped out at me.

I then added more layers of paint and pencil

to allow the image to come out more.

Intuitively I felt when I was done and I stopped.

Looking at the image now I feel connected to it.

Yes I made it, but it is more than that.

I feel that is connected more to my subconscious.

The image is giving a voice to a part of me

that rarely gets to speak freely.

I usually gets "shushed", ignored or criticized.

But here it gets a full page spread in my journal.

When you sit to create, do you have an idea of what you 

want your finished image to look like?  What process

do you enjoy following the most?